Sometimes i wonder, does true friendship exist in life?
is it so difficult for tat to happen to me?
i'm been wondering abt tis problem ever since wat happened to me
"Ni Hen Fan"
i've been hearing tis from friends but i seriously can't believe tat it actually came out of a mouth that was supposed to be my best friend.
maybe i'm just fated to be labelled as irritating to friends ba
haiz... so i've learnt something from wat had happened today i've learn to shut the hell up and keep quiet
went for a job interview with Janice 'Mei' at Outram Park at a cafe called "Tiffin" the shop wasn't located near the main road so we had trouble searching for it but found it in the end after walking into an alley "-_-
during the interview, the American boss walked in with Michelle Saram and both of us was like wondering with ???? all over our heads and my guess was tat she was one of the bosses of the cafe
went over to Pearl Centre with 'Mei' and ate Burger King while waiting for Johnson to finish working and since its still early, we both decided to go to Plaza Singapore to walk ard n to play arcade. Soon time went by past and i had to leave to meet my dear Cherylene at the Swensons beside Heeren. 'Mei' called johnson asking him wat time he coming n they were talking on the phone. As for me, i was beside 'Mei' waiting for her to decide on whether she going to meet Johnson at Clark Quay or wat and in the end being she said
"Ni Hen Fan Lehz, Ni Yao Zhuo Jiu Zhuo La"
so i just left after saying a quick bye n just stormed off, am feeling very very sad by wat she said, well i guess there's just no true friends for me ba haiz.... :(
met my beautiful angel at Swensons and went shopping with her at Heeren be4 taking the train at Sommerset to Toa Payoh for home, nearly fell asleep but was quite awake haha after reaching her bus stop, sent her home n quickly make my way back home as i was super duper tired
Suddenly, i felt so tired
So tired of this world
Where friends are so fake to me
I feel like crying but whats the reason?
Is it for friends?, For family? Or for studies?
Only my girlfriend understand me the most
I'm feeling very tired now
